The Danger of Spiritual Formation

As many of you know, my oldest daughter writes at Anchor for the Soul (found on Facebook and Instagram). She’s been extremely busy with her young family but she did find some time to dig into the spiritual formation movement recently and find out just what it’s about. I want to share what she shared here on the blog (with her permission) since I know you aren’t all on social media and also because it is easier to print and to share with others who aren’t on social media from this platform.

I don’t feel like we Christians, as a whole, recognize the danger of spiritual formation and how it is changing the entire landscape of what has been known traditionally as “Christianity”. It’s been going on for years, but has taken on a life of its own in the last twenty or so years, carving and creating a new religion that uses the same terms we use and claims to worship the same God we worship, and read the same Bible we read and, yet, clearly—when evaluated, the two religions—biblical Christianity and Christianity formed by spiritual formation principles—are as different as day and night. And, in fact, one represents day and light and the other represents night and darkness.

I hope what is written below will help us all discern as this movement snakes its way into college classrooms, board rooms, and churches. I hope this will help us be aware of what’s going on and evaluate it according to scripture.


Spiritual formation is currently taking the Christian world by storm. Nearly every Christian college and seminary is teaching it. It’s the topic of popular Christian books, articles, and podcasts. Churches are recommending it, small groups are studying it, and pastors are preaching about it. But what is spiritual formation? Is it something Christians should embrace, ignore, or oppose?

Richard Foster was one of the first to introduce the idea of spiritual formation to the evangelical world. He defined it as “a God-ordained process [of spiritual disciplines] that shapes our entire person so that we take on the character and being of Christ Himself.” Someone else defined it as “active participation with the Holy Spirit through spiritual practices that leads to our conformity to Christ.” Those definitions don’t seem too bad at first glance. But what are these spiritual disciplines and practices?

Biblical disciplines such as Bible study and prayer are framed as quaint and simplistic. In fact, most spiritual formation experts would tell you that these disciplines are forged from a “western worldview of the head” and can only lead you so far in your spiritual journey. If you want to go deeper— to connect with God, experience His presence, and become like Him— you need more. If you’re tired of living a boring, Christian life and have grown weary of the superficial modern church— you’re missing something. And what is this more you’re missing? Disciplines practiced by the spiritual masters of old.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐂𝐄

So-called desert fathers and mothers set up the first monastic communities in the Egyptian wilderness and lived as hermits during the third to sixth centuries. These men and women claimed to have encountered and experienced God on a deeper level and received direct revelation from Him. These are the very ones that spiritual formation experts (such as Richard Foster, Dallas Willard, Bruce Demarest, and John Mark Comer) call the “spiritual masters” and from whom they draw their understanding of spiritual formation. Others who followed after these desert fathers and mothers include St. Francis of Assisi, St. John of the Cross, Brother Lawrence, Teresa of Avila, Henri Nouwen, Julian of Norwich, Francis De Sales, Thomas Keating, and Thomas Merton. A quick Google search will reveal that these individuals were all Catholic priests, monks, or nuns and every single one of them was a mystic seeking union with God through occult practices.

Many, if not all, of the classic spiritual disciplines within the spiritual formation movement are drawn from the writings of these individuals. They are quoted endlessly by proponents of spiritual formation. You will not find one book on the topic of spiritual formation that does not find itself unashamedly rooted in Catholic mysticism.

And herein lies the first problem— 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐝, 𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐆𝐨𝐝?

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐈𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

Each author or speaker on spiritual formation will most likely offer a unique list of spiritual disciplines. But here are a few of the most common:

silence & solitude— removing all noise and distractions so that you can simply sit in silence and be present with God
contemplative prayer & meditation— a practice involving clearing one’s mind so you can better connect with God and listen for His voice and guidance
lectio divina— reading a passage over and over, being drawn into God’s presence and experiencing Him through Scripture
fasting— abstaining from food, drink or other activities for a certain amount of time
confession— confessing your sins to someone
simplicity— living a life of simplicity
chastity— stepping away from sexual activity for a certain amount of time
generosity and service— giving of your time, money, and resources to bless and serve others
sabbath rest— choosing one day of the week to step away from work, chores, and distractions
community— cultivating a close-knit community around you
worship— worshipping God in song, actions, or words
justice— pursuing justice in the world around you
journaling— writing in a spiritual journal
observing the liturgical calendar— advent, lent, easter, and pentecost

Of course, they often include reading the Bible and prayer amongst these disciplines but one thing they make clear— they are not enough. They only reach the head while the rest of them reach the heart.

The beginning of this list reveals the second problem— 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐦. These include silence, solitude, meditation, contemplative prayer, and lectio divina. They might couch them in Christian terminology but there can be no “Christian version” of occult practices.

God did not provide the supernatural encounters and visions experienced by the Catholic mystics through these practices. That was Satan. If spiritual formation gurus are practicing the same things and seeking the same experiences, they will be met with the same result— experiences that they attribute to God but are of the devil himself.

Some of these disciplines seem like good things. Is it good to be generous, take a day of rest, cultivate community, fast, worship, confess our sins, and serve? Yes. But do those things, in and of themselves, sanctify us and makes us like Christ? No. And this leads us to the third problem.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐎𝐏𝐇𝐘

They will tell you that the process of practicing spiritual disciplines is what makes us like Christ. They will tell you that spiritual formation is the way in which we are sanctified, transformed, abide, and set apart. It’s the way we take up our cross and follow Jesus. We become more like Christ not through the Word of God but through experiencing God, connecting with God, encountering Him, or “entering into the inner life of God” through spiritual practices.

But is this Biblical? Does Scripture teach any of these disciplines as a means of spiritual growth and progressive sanctification? Let’s find out what the Bible tells us about being transformed, sanctified, and made like Christ.

2 Thess. 2:13— by the power of the spirit through belief in the truth
John 17:17— through the Word of God
2 Timothy 3:16-17— through the Word of God
James 1:2— through suffering
Hebrews 4:12-16— through the Word of God and prayer
2 Peter 1:3— through knowledge of Christ
Ephesians 4:11-16— through the preaching of the Word
Romans 12:2— through the renewing of our minds in the Truth
Galatians 5:16— walking with the spirit, denying the flesh

The Bible is very clear. We are sanctified or made holy by the power of the Holy Spirit through the Word of God. Not just simply reading it but trusting it and obeying it. We pray for God to transform us and change us. We grow in faith through the Word preached and discipleship in the Word from other believers. We learn to love God and others not by experiencing or encountering God in some mystical way but through the knowledge of Him as revealed in His Word. So here’s the third problem— 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐭𝐡.

So how can Christian authors be so assertive in recommending them?

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐁𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 “𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄”

Spiritual formation proponents have to give some sort of Biblical foundation for spiritual formation if it’s going to reach a Christian audience. So how do they do it? How have they convinced thousands of people that occult practices rooted in Catholicism are the God-ordained means of sanctification in the life of a believer?

First, they tell you that these practices were so integrated into the lives of the New Testament authors that they didn’t even need to write them down. They were already being practiced by the apostles and the early church and we should follow their example. But the Lord has given us all the teachings and practices He wants us to follow within His Word. There is no secret key to a deeper spiritual life found outside of it.

Secondly, they’ll tell you that Jesus practiced the spiritual disciplines and that we must follow His example. Jesus practiced solitude and silence when he went away by Himself to pray. He practiced simplicity by living a simple life. He practiced secrecy when he healed away from the crowds. He practiced community by surrounding Himself with the disciples. He practiced celebration, fasting, sabbath rest, and justice. To model our life after Jesus is to practice these things.

This is problematic on so many levels. First, they are inferring that Jesus was practicing some kind of mystical solitude or meditation when He went off alone to pray. That’s quite an assumption. And to take His lone actions and call it a “practice” or a “discipline” we need to follow— without one Scripture reference to back it up— is far-reaching at best. Jesus Christ had plenty to say and never once did He talk about a practice or discipline as described by the spiritual formation movement.

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐣𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦— 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥.

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

Spiritual formation asks some important questions. Is there something deeper than the superficial Christianity we see today in the modern church? What does it really look like to be a disciple of Jesus? How do we change and become more like Christ? But they give all the wrong answers.

The true answer is Biblical faith. We read the Bible, we believe the Bible, and we obey the Bible. That’s true faith in a nutshell. God, in His grace, opens our eyes to the truth of the Gospel and His Word and we submit to it. The Holy Spirit changes us— little by little— and makes us like Christ through the Word. Of course, we won’t know all of the Bible at once. But we trust and obey what we do know and continue to do the same thing as we learn it more. Sometimes feelings are there and sometimes they’re not but we choose to trust it anyways. God’s Word is the key to genuine faith, true discipleship, and transformation into the image of Christ.

But in spiritual formation, God’s Word takes a back seat and experience reigns supreme. How do you know you have true faith? Experiencing God’s presence and encountering Him through these spiritual disciplines. How do you become a disciple and follower of Christ? By practicing His way of life. How do you become more like Jesus? Through a list of disciplines that somehow the Holy Spirit will use to supernaturally transform you into the image of Christ. Even if those disciplines are rooted in mysticism and are never mentioned in Scripture.

The danger is that unbiblical practices will give people a real spiritual experience, but not from God. God puts a boundary around the means by which we come to Him and grow in Him for our own protection. If we ignore the Biblical guidelines, there is no telling where we might end up. Deception is the guaranteed outcome. Spiritual formation is nothing more than mysticism wrapped up in Christian language.

What makes spiritual formation so tricky is that not only do they ask good questions but they often say good things- slowing down and removing distractions, cultivating community, confessing our sins to one another, being generous with our time and money, making time to pray and study. But they don’t present those things within a Biblical framework. They’re presented within a mystical framework.

I’ve really just scratched the surface of the dangers of this movement. They redefine sin, hell, atonement, the purpose of the Gospel, and Jesus Christ. They expertly couch new age, occult philosophies in Christian terminology. They’ve usurped the purpose of sanctification from becoming holy to simply becoming “a person of love”. The battle against sin, flesh, and the world in the life of a Christian is ignored. Perhaps I’ll touch on these things in another post. But for now, I hope you find this information helpful!

Hopelessly Flawed

Every now and again, I bear a bit of my soul here on the blog. I am going to do that today.

Getting old is not all that fun. Now, don’t get me wrong—there are some amazing blessings in the process. For me, personally, some of these have been my adult children becoming my friends, my precious grandchildren, and wisdom learned from really hard lessons. But there is a lot of grief (for a variety of reasons) involved in the process of getting older, as well. One of the most shallow reasons for grief is the loss of outward beauty.

I honestly cannot remember the last time I looked in a mirror and liked what I saw. I don’t say this to garner any comments (please do not comment) but I share this for a very specific reason.

Now, if I’m honest, I never did think I was that much to look at. It’s not like I was some great beauty even in my youth. But as I’ve gotten older, unsightly brown spots have made their appearance all over my arms and legs. Worse yet, a few large ones decided to settle on my face. My weight has crept up and the pounds seem to want to take up permanent residence unless I make drastic lifestyle changes—changes that I just can’t find the energy to make with everything going on in my life. My hair has darkened into an unattractive, lackluster shade, complete with some unsymmetrical streaks of gray around my temples. All in all, it has been a discouraging turn of events.

But here’s the thing: This is life.

There are things we can do to rid ourselves of these things. We can have the dermatologist remove brown spots (but they can return). We can work hard to lose weight but, if we are someone who loves food, the battle is real. (I remember talking with an elderly friend years ago who battled her flesh in this area her whole life. I can so relate.) We can color our hair. We can have surgery for unsightly varicose veins. We can get nose jobs and Botox and plump our lips artificially.

But in the end, we will get old. We can’t stop it from happening. And, in fact, unless we are making unhealthy or undisciplined choices, what is happening is natural.

Did older women used to stress about these things? Back before there was a push to stay young forever; back before “youth” was the be-all end-all… did they care about the extra pounds around their middle? Did they get so upset about nature taking its course on their body? How much of this is cultural?

But that’s another conversation for another day. I am writing today because I want to share the lesson I have been learning as I have been working through all of this. You see, what is happening in my heart and mind is so much more important than what is happening to me physically.

When I look in the mirror and am filled with discontentment, I am focused on the wrong thing. I am being ungrateful, I am being self-absorbed, I am being worldly.

Any focus on self—whether it be negative or positive is simply self-absorption at the core. Self-esteem is not a biblical concept—no matter what “Christian” promotes it. We are to live for God and not for self.

Looking in the mirror with discontent is wrong. Looking in the mirror with a boastful heart is wrong. Both are wrong.

Let me share a story. This is fictional.

Once upon a time, there were three sisters. They were very close to one another but one day, a dreadful argument began between the three of them that lasted for days. Their feelings towards each other and their frustration spilled out on to the people around them, sowing discord and contention.

Finally, they sat down to talk it out. Instead of blame, they began to think of things for which they were grateful for regarding the other person. The humility of this act brought about the necessary spirit for forgiveness and healing. At the end, one sister said this statement:

We are all so hopelessly flawed.

Wow. How true is this? We are all so hopelessly flawed. I am just so hopelessly flawed.

I can recognize this when I am dissatisfied with how I look. I should be grateful! God has given me so very much to be thankful for! There are so many things my body is able to do each day. So many ways in which God allows me to enjoy life through the use of my arms and legs. There is always something to be thankful for and it changes our attitudes.

And, yet, I can find myself mourning what used to be. This is a hopelessly flawed response.

Paul tells us in Philippians to press on and not look behind (3:13-14)—

Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

Growing older isn’t something to be ashamed of. And it’s not something to be proud of. It just is. It’s just one stage in a series of stages we all live through—none is more important than another. They just are.

No matter what age we are, we can find things for which we can be grateful.

Never regret growing older,

It’s a privilege denied to many.

But, since we are talking about flaws, I may as well confess that I am hopelessly flawed in so many areas of my life, not just this one. The older I get the more I realize this. It can be so very discouraging.

When the three sisters from the story admitted that they were all so hopelessly flawed, they realized how much they needed each other. And that’s so true, isn’t it? We all have strengths and weaknesses and we need each other.

We don’t always appreciate the ways in which others are not like us but if we were all alike, it would be a sad world indeed.

I thank God for His Sovereignty in bringing just the right people into my life—whether for a lifetime or for just a small window of time. Nothing is an accident.

Just think how some of the most frustrating and hurtful people in your life taught you some of life’s most important lessons—patience, forgiveness, not holding grudges, and how to love unconditionally.

God truly does use the people we encounter to grow us to look more like Jesus (Romans 8:28-29), whether it be to support and encourage us or to teach us really hard lessons.

But the sisters missed the most important thing. It was a secular story so I expected this. But being hopelessly flawed doesn’t only remind us why we need each other but, so much more importantly, this reminds us why we need Jesus. Only Jesus can cover our hopelessly flawed self with His righteousness. This is why He died and rose again—to enable our hopelessly flawed selves to be right with God and to live forever with Him. Only Jesus!

And so, while recognizing our flaws can be very discouraging, they also serve as a reminder of how much we need Jesus. I am nothing without Him. None of us are.

May we turn our focus from self to God. From our feelings to God’s Word. From discontentment to gratitude. From frustration to patience. From irritation to kindness. For this is how we can be sure to keep growing in the Lord and be a blessing to those around us.

Easier said than done, yes. But God…

A Change in Affections

If I’ve heard it once, I’ve heard it a hundred times. A pastor or a speaker shares “the Gospel”. It goes something like this:

“Are you struggling today? Do you feel lost and alone? Jesus can help you. He will meet your needs and be there for you in this life. And, if that’s not enough, remember that you get to spend eternity in heaven if you ‘accept Him’.”

Okay, so I am being a bit facetious but, in a nutshell, that is basically how the Gospel is presented.

But that isn’t the Gospel. This kind of “gospel” can be more likened to a self-improvement course.

The Gospel isn’t about accepting a god who will help us fulfill our dreams and fix our problems. It isn’t about a golden ticket to heaven.

And, while Jesus does love us and He will help us and He most certainly is the only way to spend eternity in heaven, He died for our sin. He died so that we can be right with our just God. He died so that we may LIVE. Not to live for self but to live for GOD. And He rose again to give us victory over sin and death.

He did not die and rise again so that we can have a happy life with less problems and fulfilled dreams.

About sin… do we even think we really sin all that much? And if we think about our sin, do we think it is that big of a deal?

Let’s look at sin from a different perspective, shall we? The root of all sin is selfishness. Anything done out of selfishness is sinful.

Now think about yourself in light of this truth. Do you, like me, grow a bit squirmy when sin is thought of in that light?

The tricky thing is that selfishness can masquerade as goodness. Many people are nice because it furthers their own goals. Many choose to be outwardly moral for their own selfish reason. They can look “holy” for their own selfish gain. They can be “cooperative and kind” because of their hatred of conflict and how uncomfortable it makes them feel.

Not all selfishness presents itself as ugly or negative.

And therein is the issue. SIN is far deeper and far broader than most of us have been taught.

I picked up a book this morning entitled Selfishness: The Essence of Moral Depravity written by a pastor who lived a few centuries ago named Nathanael Emmons.

The following quote is from the introduction of this book. It is worth sharing here, as I do believe that the church has been greatly deceived as a whole and has turned to a false Gospel—the Gospel of self-love to improve one’s temporal life—

The message of what is called the Gospel today is really nothing more than appeals to self-love which, in reality, is what people must repent of in order to be truly saved. We must repent of our selfishness rather than try to be religious and moral based on selfish motives (i.e. what helps me or benefits me the most.)…

…All over the world we encourage people to turn from sinful actions because it is good for them. But if they turn from sin from a principle of selfishness, then sinful self is being strengthened even as people are appearing more holy on the outside. We need to understand the true nature of sin in order to show people what true repentance is. Jesus told us that “if anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me” (Luke 9:23). The Pharisees were not willing to do that. They were willing to be very religious but they would not deny self. Instead they prayed for self, gave alms to self, and fasted for self (Matthew 6:2, 6, 16). They did all of their religious actions out of love to self rather than love for God. They were their own idols and all that they did in the outward practice of religion was moved by acts of self-love rather than love for God. If we do not have a true understanding of what sin really is, we cannot truly repent from the heart. We must understand the truth about sin or we will not be saved from sin. (Emphasis mine)

We can see then how…

The very system of the devil has been set up as orthodoxy in America in many places. We can see how the thinking of many, if not most within the professing Church has swallowed the teaching that self-love is the essence of morality when in fact it is the very essence of immorality and is living in the likeness of the devil. His (the author’s) next point is devastating: “If sinners are constantly under the governing influence of selfishness, then they must experience an essential change in their affections, in order to be saved.” In modern America it is taught that the very essence of sin is what moves us to be moral and yet those are the things that must be repented of in order to be saved. How diabolical and deceptive of the devil to set up his kingdom in the hearts of men and women by the teaching of many who are externally orthodox and actually use the Bible to justify their false teaching. How utterly deceptive to use the pulpits and the classrooms in America to preach and teach rebellion against God as the cure for sin. (Emphasis mine)

This has really got me thinking. If self-love and self-preservation are what turn us to Jesus, then do we really get salvation at all? If we are simply turning to Him to improve our lives and to give us a future that is pleasant, do we understand the heart of the Gospel?

I don’t think we can. And, while I think we all struggle with examining our hearts and our motives, true salvation means coming to the place where we recognize the wickedness of our own hearts and we fall on our knees at the feet of Jesus, begging His forgiveness and grace.

Some of us will come to that realization as we grow in the Lord and others have that happen immediately. But true salvation will eventually lead to this place. It has to.

The transformation of a true believer is the change in their affections. A change from self-seeking to seeking the Lord. A change from self-glory to God’s glory. Oh, not perfectly, but there is a recognition of our waywardness and there is a desire to seek God first before self, although we fail so often.

Where there is no change of affections nor even a recognition that there should be any change, there is not salvation. Scripture makes this so clear and yet so many hate this truth.

And can I be honest for a moment? I don’t particularly care for this truth, either. For its ramifications are truly terrifying. And yet truth is truth.

Truth is truth. Whether we like a certain truth or not is irrelevant. And that is hard for us “feelings-oriented” people to swallow, isn’t it?

May we pray for wisdom as we search for the truth and may we pray that God will help us to yield our selfish feelings and desires to His truth.

The Pretender

There is a story that was written a long time ago called The Hidden Hand.

In that story was a criminal named Black Donald. The story is full of interesting twists and turns but, suffice it to say, a few of Black Donald’s sidekicks ended up in jail. That is the setting.

The girl and her motherly chaperone went to the fair. There they found the revival tent of Reverend Grey. Reverend Grey was thin and frail and elderly. The chaperone was drawn to him from the start. Not in a romantic way but as to someone who was solid in the faith; as someone who spoke the truth with charisma. And spoke the truth of God’s Word he did.

The idea was put forth that he visit the town prisoners. They’d been there for several months now and they were as hardened as ever.

Reverend Grey was frightened and refused, at first. But, eventually, he worked up his courage and said he would go.

The day after he went, the prisoners escaped.

How do you think that happened?

It happened because the very “biblical”, self-effacing man called Reverend Grey was not a reverend at all but was, rather, Black Donald himself. He had starved himself until he looked just a shadow of himself and then he had carefully put a very convincing costume together, along with the right expressions and knowing the right words.

He did what he needed to do to reach his goal. And his goal was to get his friends out of prison. It worked just as he had hoped.

This is a story. Written in the dramatic, Victorian style, it is a bit far-fetched, at that (although a fun read, for sure!) But I cannot help but think of how many “Black Donalds” we have in our midst today.

People pretending to be something they are not. People with selfish goals of money and power (to name a couple) who will do anything to get them. There are other goals. Goals much more nefarious as there are those who are working to bring in the antichrist system and fully know what they are doing.

What is happening in Christianity today is a critical component of this deception. You cannot have a religion that is based on the Bible if you want to bring in the one world religion. You have to get people’s eyes off the Bible and on to their experiences (mysticism).

Satan, called the Angel of Light for a very good reason (2 Corinthians 11:14) has devised very subtle, very devious ways to work his way into our minds and uproot the biblical roots planted there by godly parents, pastors, and teachers from the past.

This is mostly done through very attractive, very “humble”, very “biblical-sounding” people. People very much like Reverend Grey, who come across sincere, self-effacing, and humble.

Our only hope—truly—our ONLY HOPE, is to compare everything to Scripture. Every. Thing. We cannot make a judgment about them based on their personality, their attitudes, their niceness, their charisma and way with words…and then simply choose to trust them.

As humans, we have a tendency to do that but it is so dangerous. Especially now. Instilling Mysticism in the minds of those who call themselves Christians is absolutely critical for Satan to succeed in bringing in what we read in scripture. We know many will be deceived in the last days. That time is now. We must pay attention.

Let me give you four recent examples from my own life of this deception and how it’s coming in from all directions—

First, I started reading a novel. It is by a “Christian” author whom I have read before. As I began to read, I noticed her penchant to add special revelation (God speaking, dreams, visions) in the lives of most of her characters. She is opening the door and her readers are walking through it. Contemplating this is moving the biblical reader from basing their faith on the Bible to just beginning to consider that perhaps there is more. Oh, she uses the Bible, too. The Bible is always around in these scenarios. But the most important thing is that Jesus Himself is talking to these people and this is more important than scripture.

Second, someone recently told me about a book they are reading for research purposes. It is a wildly popular book amidst the younger generation and the whole thing turns biblical Christianity upside down on its head. It completely turns “Christianity” into a form of Mysticism. One book. But not only this book. There have been many books doing this for the past twenty or so years. Books labeled “Christian” that are anything but. I caution you about reading anything that is on trend. There is generally a reason these books have made it to the bestseller list.

Third, there was recently a “Worship Night” on American Idol. I could probably write a whole post on this alone and I actually thought about it but I didn’t have the time to do the research that needed to be done for it. Suffice it to say, that at least three of the performers in that concert have been researched by myself in the past and they are not biblical in any way. They have wonderful voices and they may sing an occasional biblical song, but their lives are unholy and they embrace the world and its ways while claiming to follow Christ, something that we clearly cannot do, according to scripture. They remove people’s eyes from the Bible by living lives that give no heed to what it says whatsoever. And, yet, many Christians are declaring that we are having a REVIVAL. No, we are not. What we are having is an explosion of a false religion called by the name of Christianity that is moving people from the Bible into mysticism.

And, fourth, and finally, I think I’ve mentioned this before but there is this belief pervading the minds of so many now that we can’t really trust the Word of God. That we can decide how to interpret it. And the way I interpret it might be different than how you interpret it. Do you see how this, too, is instrumental in moving people from believing in the absolute Word of God to trusting in their own subjective thoughts about the Word of God?


Oh, I personally find the “Christianity” of today terrifying on so many levels. It’s chaotic. It’s confusing. How do you even share the Gospel in the midst of such deception and falsehood?

But God…

It’s not up to us to convince people to see the truth. It’s not up to us to change their minds. We just need to keep living our lives and speaking the truth, planting seeds as we get opportunity.

And we need to pray. Pray that God would keep us from deception in the midst of this tsunami of deception that is all around us everywhere. We need to pray for wisdom and discernment as we navigate all of this. And we need to know our Bibles.

Our only hope to survive all of this is through humble prayer and studying the Bible with a heart willing to submit and obey what it says, through the help of the Holy Spirit.

I may sound like a broken record, but I believe that with my whole heart and it’s the main reason why I am still here on this blog writing today.

On our own, we will be vulnerable to deception. But with God and with His Word, we will be equipped to travel through this modern-day “Christianity” and see the lies for what they are.

Stay strong, my friends, and don’t get discouraged. We are not alone, for God has promised to walk with us through this challenging time of history. And, one of these days, Jesus will return for us just as He promised and the battle will be over forever. Oh, I hope that day comes soon!

Lift Your Glad Voices!

There is nothing like death to remind us that this life is fragile and fleeting. Whether it comes with a shock or it comes gradually, it is a deeply painful process.

A few years ago, I memorized I Corinthians 15:55-57–

O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

This passage takes on such deeper meaning when death hits a fellow believer for it teaches us that we have victory over death through our Lord Jesus Christ.

How can this be?

Because when Christ rose from the grave, He rose victorious over death! And so we do not weep as those who have no hope.

But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. (I Thess. 4:13-14).

Over the course of the past year, I have attended what feels like far too many funerals. And I have noticed something: There is a generally striking difference in the funerals of the saved and the unsaved.

It is because when a redeemed child of God says good-bye to this old world, it is not final. For all of us who are redeemed, death is not the final answer. We will see them again in glory, just as the Bible says.

As we approach the morning we celebrate Christ’s resurrection, I have been reminded of all that Christ accomplished on the cross. Christ’s death and resurrection is the most blessed, most important, most loving, and most incredible thing that has ever happened in this world.

Faith in Jesus Christ alone leads to LIFE. It leads to victory over DEATH. So that even when a believer dies, they are not saying a final good-bye but, rather, “see you later”.

From our human, earthly perspective, death does really sting, doesn’t it? It’s painful and full of grief. It’s an event like no other in the lives of those who loved the departed one.

But it is not final if the one we loved is a redeemed child of God. We will see them again. And that sting we feel is only temporary, as we look forward to that day we will meet Jesus face to face and have that glorious reunion with all those who went on to heaven before us!

Death is not final and it’s all because of Jesus. May we lift our glad voices in triumph on high, for Jesus hath risen, and man shall not die!

LIFT YOUR GLAD VOICES

Lift your glad voices in triumph on high,
For Jesus hath risen, and man shall not die.
Vain were the terrors that gathered around Him,
And short the dominion of death and the grave;
He burst from the fetters of darkness that bound Him,
Resplendent in glory to live and to save!
Loud was the chorus of angels on high,
“The Savior hath risen, and man shall not die.”

Glory to God, in full anthems of joy;
The being He gave us death cannot destroy.
Sad were the life we must part with tomorrow,
If tears were our birthright, and death were our end;
But Jesus hath cheered the dark valley of sorrow,
And bade us, immortal, to Heaven ascend.
Lift then your voices in triumph on high,
For Jesus hath risen, and man shall not die.

(Hymn by Henry Ware, 1817)

The Representative

In the past week, I ended up at the same restaurant two different times. Interestingly enough, I had two very different experiences.

During the first visit, my group was served by a waitress that was fantastic. She was there before you knew you had a need. With a smile and a pleasant word, she checked in with us often. She boxed our leftovers and gave us extra bread to take home with us. She just made the whole experience very pleasant.

The second visit was not as pleasant. The waitress wasn’t terrible but she wasn’t great either. I found myself searching the room for her several times, wondering if she had forgotten about us. She completely forgot one request and we didn’t ask again. She was pleasant enough but she seemed a bit scatterbrained and generally uninterested in the people at her assigned tables. I wondered if she is perhaps just not really cut out for waitressing.

Waitresses are the representatives of their restaurants. Like it or not, restaurant owners are putting their reputation in the hands of these people. We do the same with our landscape company. Employees represent their companies.

Sometimes, as in our first waitress, that is a wonderful thing. They represent well with stellar service and a smile. Sometimes, as in our second waitress, they are just okay. They don’t necessarily damage the business owner’s reputation, but they also don’t do anything to help it. And, sometimes, employees do irreparable damage to the reputation of a business. Lacking wisdom and only caring about self, they bring a carelessness of deed and tongue to their job that gives the company a bad name.

In all three cases it’s the same business. The same owners desire to have employees that treat their customers well. Unfortunately, they cannot always control how their employees treat customers and sometimes do not even know until it’s too late that there was a problem.

It’s just the way it is. It’s the way it has always been. It just is.

Do you see a similarity here to Christianity? Believers are representatives (lights) and we should represent our King well. What people think about God is often based on what they think about us.

Some represent Him very well—they speak the truth in love; they love and obey His Word; they love others well; and they strive to live holy, pure lives unspotted from the world.

And then there are others who don’t necessarily hurt Christ’s reputation but they certainly don’t help it, either. They struggle with worldliness and sin; lacking courage, they know they should speak the truth of God’s Word but they are are afraid ; they aren’t necessarily selfish but they aren’t really unselfish either, as they tend to things in their own little world.

And then there are those who profess Christ (only God knows the truth if they are saved or not) who claim to love Him and yet continue in sin and worldliness with not even one niggling conviction; they are self-focused instead of God-focused; they aren’t even thinking about speaking truth because they are too worried about what others will think. This last group does irreparable damage to the name of Christ.

(Parenthetically, I’d rather guess that many genuine believers vacillate between the first two types of representatives. Sometimes we do so well and we have courage and love well and then other times we get so distracted and fearful or caught up in some besetting sin that we need to battle. Probably none of us are 100% in one of the first two categories all the time. I know I am not. Praise God for His marvelous grace…!)

But, in the end, Jesus is Jesus. His weak (or even false) representatives do not change who He is.

I’ve heard of so many people who walk away from the faith because of the “hypocrites in the church”. Or use it as an excuse not to go to church or “get involved with religion.”

And I just want to say: Of course, there are going to be hypocrites in the church! Just as there will always be lousy employees.

People are people are people. Some things never change.

We should not judge a business based on one bad experience. And we certainly should never judge God based on His human representatives, genuine or otherwise.

We have to keep our eyes on Jesus. We can’t get mired in the broken, sinful world around us, wondering if what we read in the Bible is true and basing that belief on those who claim to represent Him here on earth.

The Bible IS true and if someone isn’t representing Jesus and what is written in the Bible with integrity and righteousness, we must turn from them, rather than turning from the One they claim to be representing.

𝘠𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. (Matthew 5:14a)

It is Good to Seek the Lord and to Wait on Him (But it’s Not Always Easy!)

A long time ago now, I found myself faced with a dilemma. After some time and a bit of rather flippant prayer, a solution presented itself that looked perfect. I didn’t even hesitate but went right on ahead, assuming this was from the Lord.

And, while I do believe the Lord was in control and knew exactly what He was doing, the decision didn’t turn out to be anything like I planned and life become a bit rocky for awhile there. I believe learning through this careless decision was part of God’s purpose and I did learn some hard lessons through the process.

This situation was brought to mind this morning as I read I Samuel 8. The Israelites think they want a king. And, while Samuel assures them they most certainly should not want this, predicting all the negative changes that will come to their lives—they insist.

Because they thought they knew best.

Just like the Israelites, I was desperate for a solution and thought I knew best. Rather than lean on the Lord and wait on His timing, I went right ahead and did what I thought looked right and would ease my burden.

But when we move ahead without God, our burdens aren’t eased. They are multiplied. As we move further on into Samuel, we will find that Israel moving on without God’s approval was costly. Just as I found out the same thing.

Making decisions and solving problems can be a difficult thing in this life. But I am learning that I need to submit myself to God’s will and wait on Him when I am faced with a dilemma. I am still learning to pray more comprehensively and more deeply about things; to pray with a more eternal perspective rather than a desperate “make my life easier” plea.

Israel wanted a quick fix and they thought that quick fix was a King. I wanted a quick fix and thought I knew what that was.

Both Israel and myself paid when we went that route. It’s a good reminder that we must seek the Lord and wait on Him. What does He desire for us?

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘓𝘖𝘙𝘋 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘦𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘓𝘖𝘙𝘋. (Lamentations 3:25-26)

It’s good to seek the Lord and it’s good to wait on Him but this is NOT always an easy thing to do. Especially for those of us who just want resolution. The waiting is so hard and the temptation to just jump ahead with our own solution is a great one.

Oh, that we may continue to learn to seek the Lord and to wait on His timing. I have a feeling it will be a lifelong challenge to fully learn this important truth!

Right in His Own Eyes

As I finished the book of Judges today, I was filled with… I am unsure. Sadness? Bewilderment? Confusion? The stories in this book are just so out of the ordinary. In fact, the story about the concubine of the Levite is, for me, the worst story in the entire Bible. I cannot understand why God put all of these…interesting (for want of a better word) stories in the Bible. There ARE reasons. Good reasons. His reasons.

I’d rather guess that two of the reasons are 1) to show the utter depravity of men and 2) to show the great mercy of God, despite our wickedness.

The people of Israel—people who had the One True God rescue them over and over again—kept falling back into rebellion and sin. And, yet, when they would seek Him, God would continue to rescue them.

What an incredible reminder for us of God’s love. He will not forsake us when we get misguided or deceived if we are truly one of His own. His grace and mercy will be there when we cry out in genuine repentance and with a whole heart that seeks Him, despite the sinfulness and foolishness of our past. And, in fact, that grace and mercy is available to all who genuinely seek Him and come to Him on His terms (read the book of John in the Bible to understand what they are).

All through history, God would shed His great mercy on those who seek Him and, in fact, this is throughout scripture—even into the New Testament (Matthew 6:33-34)

Also of interest to me regarding Judges is its final verse. This verse seems to be in exact parallel to what is happening in our own “Christian” culture (albeit not to the same extreme).

Commands and doctrines that have been clearly understood for two thousand years are all up for grabs. Believe what is right in your own eyes. Make up your own god and don’t worry about the Bible.

People are changing, negating, and despising doctrines of old, despite their historical understanding of thousands of years. This is all because they want to do what is right in their own eyes and they desire desperately that the Bible sanction it.

But the Bible is the same yesterday, today, and always. It will never change. And what it says is the same as it what it has always said. We cannot upend biblical Christianity just because we don’t like some of the commands and doctrines.

The book of Judges clearly shows us what happens when people decide to do things their own way. It’s a sad, tragic, and horrific picture.

We can’t control the world (or church) around us. But we can be sure, in our own lives, that we are reading and studying the Bible, dividing it rightly and comparing any teaching or doctrine to it so as not to be deceived.

May we do what is right in God’s eyes and not our own. May we continue to seek God with our whole hearts. May we be testimonies of His grace and lights in this dark world as we seek to live for Him, remembering that His Word promises that His marvelous grace and abundant mercies will be ever present in our lives as we do so.

We Just Can’t Do It All

Last week I eyed my little seedlings sadly. I knew that I would have to thin them out in order for them to grow. That always makes me sad because it means choosing just one and ending the lives of the others.

I know they are just plants and they have no feelings and this is the way of life, but—for whatever reason—I always find this difficult.

But I knew that if any of them were going to have a chance at survival it had to be done. And so I grabbed by tiny yarn scissors and surveyed my seedlings. I picked the healthiest plant that resided closest to the center of the little jiffy pot and then either cut off or pulled the rest from around it.

If I would leave them there they would have all struggled together to get whatever water and nutrients were available and there’s only enough for one plant.

I will have to do the same thing when it’s time to garden outside. As anyone who gardens knows—we must thin our seedlings if we are going to grow healthy plants.

Perhaps this is something to remember for ourselves, as well. It is hard to have a productive, spiritually healthy life when we are trying to keep too many plates spinning in the air. We just don’t have the resources to do everything well.

I remember there was a point when I was a young mom that I had to acknowledge this. I was super involved at church, I was homeschooling my children, and I was doing all the bookwork for our landscaping company. I ended up doing nothing well and I finally had to admit that something had to go.

That was a really hard moment because I truly loved everything that I was doing and didn’t want to stop any of them. But, finally, I evaluated my priorities and I knew I had to cut something out.

My priorities had to be first my husband and my children and so I chose one or two things at church to stay involved in and I pulled out of the rest. I know now that this was the right thing to do; that that was just a short season (too short!) of my life and not a permanent way of living.

I can’t say I never got to that point again of trying to keep “too many plates spinning”, but I do recognize more quickly now the need to evaluate my priorities when life feels overwhelming.

Of course, there are some stages in life that are simply overwhelming, just by their very nature. In these times we find that our priorities outweigh our resources. And so we pray to the Lord for strength to get through because there are no changes that can be made. Thankfully, these times generally do not last forever.

Another piece of this, too, is that we can sometimes prioritize things that aren’t really priorities. That is a such a temptation for us all. Especially since the world tells us we can have it all.

But that’s simply not true.

We cannot have it all and we cannot do it all and something will truly suffer if we try to. It is important that we thoughtfully make choices about our time, rather than saying yes to every opportunity that comes along.

Paul gives us some counsel about this—

See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, Redeeming the time, because the days are evil. (Ephesians 5:15-16)

Walking “circumspectly” means to walk in a careful and prudent way; to walk in such a way that wisely considers the ramifications of our choices.

It is so very easy to just fall into a busy way of life. We believe this is right and good. But is it?

It’s probably also important to add here: Determining our priorities must be determined by God’s priorities. What are His priorities for us? This is where we must begin. This is not about what we want but what He wants; and it’s not about what will make us feel happy or “fulfilled” but it’s instead about doing our Father’s will. What does He call us to do with our time?

If we do not have time for prayer and Bible study, we are too busy and we need to carefully examine our priorities. It’s not easy but it can be done, both for God’s glory and for our own personal peace.

May we all choose to walk circumspectly as we pray for wisdom to choose what is the BEST among the many good things we choose from each day.

A Different Perspective on Trials

In a few days, one of my grandbabies will be having minor surgery. His mama called me yesterday and shared that, as she has been reading through Deuteronomy, she was struck by the comparison that is made between earthly parents with their children and God’s relationship with His children. (Hebrews 12 also expresses this idea very clearly.)

As she contemplates this surgery, she realized that she can’t make her son understand that this is both necessary and in his best interest. He is a baby and there is no possible way he can understand that the pain he must endure is for his own good. It is hurting her, for she hates to see one she loves so much suffer in any way. She wishes she could spare him but she cannot. She knows she needs to choose what is best for him in the long-term, despite her own feelings.

She will walk with him through the upcoming days, loving him and meeting his needs but he must go through the surgery. She loves him too much not to do what is best for him.

What a wonderful comparison as we consider our own trials. God will do what is best for us and we must walk through whatever is our lot in life. But He will not forsake us. He will walk with us and He will meet our needs as we walk through the trial.

So easy to write but so hard to live, right?

We can be like spoiled children, petulantly demanding relief from the pain. And, yet, just as my grandson cannot understand why he must go through his upcoming surgery because his mama is older and wiser than he, so we, too, cannot understand God’s purposes and reasons for our own sufferings.

God, in His infinite wisdom, knows what is best. He is infinitely higher and greater than we are. I think there is a fundamental lack of understanding of the great gulf that lies between God and man.

God is Creator. Man is created.

God knows all and has unlimited knowledge. Man knows so little and is so very limited.

God is unchanging. Man changes his mind all the time.

God is omnipotent over all. Man has power over just about nothing.

When we demand to know and shake our fist at God because of what we are going through, we are demonstrating a fundamental lack of understanding about who God is and who we are.

Now, let me add here that I do think it’s our natural response. It is so hard to think outside our own pain and hurt. It takes time to journey through a trial and end up with right and biblical thinking. And it takes some longer than others.

(Parenthetically, we must consider this same understanding about who God is and who we are in light of the doctrines we don’t understand or simply do not like. Sometimes, things we read in scripture do not seem loving or fair to our finite minds; we don’t like them; and so many simply reject them. And, yet if these things are clearly in scripture we cannot—we must not—reject God’s clear Word. Here again, we must surrender our pride and bow our knee to God and accept what He says without the need to understand.)

The key is to take the journey we are given and not land in a mire of pride and bitterness because we feel like we got a “raw deal”.

Life is hard. But, for God’s redeemed children, one day it will not be hard. Instead, it will be glorious.

Someone reminded me yesterday that God didn’t say “if” the Israelites reached the Promised Land, He said “when”. They then went on to remind me that it is the same for us. As we walk through this life, Heaven isn’t an “if”, it is a “when”.

Colossians 3:1-2 reminds us that we must keep our minds on things above and not on things below as we journey through this life. Having this perspective will strengthen us with God’s truth as we suffer through the mundane, daily troubles as well as the life-altering, overwhelming trials…and every trial in between.

As we travel the path that God has us on today, I hope this will be an encouragement to you. I can’t understand what you are going through today. But scripture teaches us that God not only knows exactly how you feel but it also teaches that He loves you and He has allowed what is in your life for your good and His purposes (Romans 8:28). He will not forsake you but has promised to be with you every step of the way.

This is what His Word says and this is what has been experienced by thousands—millions—of believers before us. May we all keep trusting that our Heavenly Father knows best as we experience His tender mercies and loving care through it all as we journey in this life.

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